I finally found the man of my wildest dreams!!! There are things about him so beautiful and perfectly suited for me that I forgot to even ask God for them! I found a man who told me he was going to take care of everything for me. He promised to provide for my financial needs, making sure every need I had had been met and met well. This wonderful man meant, with every fiber of his being, when he whispered to me he would never leave me no matter how broken, annoying, depressed, fat, distant or prideful I was. He desperately meant it when he held my face in his hands and told me he would never leave me or forsake me. He even told me he knew every mistake I had made and was ashamed to tell anyone else about. My Prince Charming got down on one knee and asked me, his beloved, to stay by his side and trust him with my life. He told me and showed me things that convinced me of his authenticity. He told me things about my heart and my mind that I didn’t even know until he placed words to them.
I can’t even begin to express my joy and overwhelming gratitude for finally meeting this beautiful man!!! He thinks I am a princess, flawless, impeccable, pure, holy and strongest when I am weak. He tells me every day not to worry. He shows me the most beautiful sunsets, sunrises, birds, clouds, flowers, trees, mountains, smiles, snuggles, food, cookies, music, silence, animals, babies. He DELIGHTS in me. Every part of me. Every thing I worried about on a daily basis, providing for my children, figuring out my future on every level he just put all those things to rest. He said he may ask for me to do things from time to time and when he need my help he will let me know. He has unlimited resources and do you know what he told me? That he has known me for a long time. He watched me and waited for the perfect time to come to me. He sought me and found me. He fought for me and always has my back. He knew every tear U had cried, every hurt I had endured, every pain I had hidden away in my heart. He knows every desire I hold. Even desires that I haven’t fully acknowledged in my own mind. He holds me when I cry, cheers for me when I am afraid, forgives me when I fail and never ever loves me any less. His words for me are perfect.
He has a perfect plan for my life and He wants me to live in peace and joy and let him work for me. Fight for me. He wants me to be still. Rest. Be quiet. His name is Jesus. :) He rescued me from darkness, set my feet on a solid rock. The times I fell in a crumbled, broken, sobbing mess of a woman he sang over me and melted my fears away. He made me. He knows me. He came to live a life humble, tempted like I am and in complete sinless glory, died for me so that he could be with me forever.
